Check check 1, 2, uh Turn me up some No I didn’t mean like literally I just know that’s coo shit rappers like to say You know, to get in they zone and shit And it goes, woo And it goes, and it goes, and it goes, and it, and it And it goes, and it goes, and it goes, and it, and it Ladies and gentlemen You are now tuned in To the chaotic mind Of K Look, as I get older my Heart grows more colder I'm Tired of holding the world on my shoulders I'm Tired of being strong for everyone except for me I try to free depression but the devil lives inside of me These demons capture me in my sleep and then they murder me Then, I'm reborn again and now God lives inside of me They say that God knows your heart but She been fucking with me She playing tricks on my mind These walls talking to me, they saying I got one more chance to get my life together I got the pieces but some reason they won't stitch together Lord, put my steps in order forgive me for my sins I repent but I still forget And I still do reckless shit And I still do reckless shit yeah I know I'm not yo favorite kid, I know I'm not yo favorite daughter but I'm still praying and drinking water up My cup half full but empty at times I call God but it feel she do not listen at some times Nobody care about the tears that I cry Nobody care about the pain that I continue to hide All I wanted was the truth why you continue to lie I ask God like why Why God, why God, why God, why I got a penny for yo thoughts a dollar for yo dreams Tell me what you think and see when you looking at me My heart is made of gold My love is made of diamonds That means if I am the shit my personality priceless, bitch Mirror mirror on the wall nigga I know niggas with egos that make em fall nigga Remain humble but not silent and keep grinding And keep shining cause I'm the last silver lining, nigga I said my mic sounds nice check one My mic sounds nice check one I said my mic sounds nice check two My mic sounds nice check two I said my mic sounds nice check one My mic sounds nice check one I said my mic sounds nice check two My mic sounds nice check two I said my mic sounds nice check one My mic sounds nice check one I said my mic sounds nice check two My mic sounds nice check two Two, ooh

Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on, who Tell me do you gotta girl or nah Gotta a girl you tryna hide Are you out here living solo Or you got options on the side Is you hung up on ya ex Or you ready for what’s next Or you got baby mama drama and ya baby mama got you living stressed I wanna know cause I want And I really wanna know what you go thru Wanna talk on the phone be the high that you blow I just really wanna hold and console you And I want you to want me too get comfortable Be the one you always call and running to Cause you know I'm always here, not leaving you Be ya number 1 and always root for you Cause I wanna water you and be ya peace Wanna ease ya mind and release you From the stress that you go thru And cater to you like I'm Bey Cause these streets don’t love you like I do, won’t love you like I will Wanna keep it 4 more than 96 Wanna be real and say how I feel If I, slide in ya DMs If I, slide you note Can you check in the box if it’s a yes or a no Is you feeling the kid Is you single with no kids Is it safe to shoot my shot or these feelings I should just hid baby Tell me who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on, who You so secretive yet mysterious Let me pick apart yo brain Wanna know you on a deeper level that’s more than just ya first name Wanna know what you crazy about and I wanna know what you hate Wanna know who thinking about when you lonely and you up late Who been running thru yo mind? To be real you run thru mine Jumping hurdles, running circles You been sprinting down my spine Get butterflies when I'm with you I promise you make me nervous I be tryna play it cool but these feelings always resurface Cause I Want you to want me And I Want you to love me Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving Tell me, tell me Who you loving on Who you loving on Who you loving, baby Let me be the one like J Dilla It’s K Ken the Killa

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You better watch yo back It's snakes in the grass They slithering, slithering, slither, slithering You either family or, you an associate nigga What the fuck is a friend Funny acting ass nigga So don't call me yo homie or dawg I don't know you nigga Real recognize real and bitch you don't look familiar I peep the fake from a mile away I can smell the bullshit Gotta remember to cut my grass cause these snakes slithering I hear em talking to me in my ear Telling me they fuck with me and they supporting my career Really they just insincere When I need somebody there these niggas poof then disappear But when they need somebody or a favor they come reappear Crystal clear that they only fuck with you when it's beneficial Love be artificial need something that's when they start to miss you That's the issue Keep it real or imma have to diss you Keep it 3K Just like my initials or don't bother Coming around me cause karma is a bitch and at times that bitch can get rowdy Because I'm drowsy I'm sleeping on niggas that say that they love me when Really they hating and want my spot or spots above me and Wanna see me failing, in jail, or stripping or broke again That's why I don't believe in homies nigga fuck a friend I let too many people in People who threw me under the bus just to save they own end Me? I never fold or bend I never switch, don't understand Being real should be in trend I don't depend Cause I know I only got myself in the end They pretend to comprehend or transcend when I recommend But the phonk is something you can't fake I trusted too many niggas I let too many people close You are not my equal, see you sneaking, peeping thru the hole What you want Niggas starting convos just to ask for a favor I see the fake in you nigga I'll see you later Your day ones been hating since day two You better watch ya back because these niggas uh (Will) take you For granted and then leave you stranded Leave you empty handed take advantage I don't understand it that's why I don't give too many chances Your day ones been hating since day two You better watch ya back because these niggas uh (Will) take you For granted and then leave you stranded Leave you empty handed take advantage I don't understand it that's why I don't give too many chances nigga, nigga

I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare Look I'm the tortoise and you the hare Don't let a freshman take yo spot I work hard for everything I want and what I got and I won't stop Until I see these bloods crippin' and they blood dripping In my own lane so myself is my only competition Now listen I just want my voice to be heard I on't speak a lot but I sit back and I observe And peep with my third Fuck what you heard I been the shit And I ain't never played tag cause I always been it I'm reaching for the top while they striving to be in between Fuck all that princess shit I'm tryna be the queen Better yet the king, I have a dream To put on for my city and hit that jigg out in Italy nigga I'm thinking global while they thinking local I'm thinking coastal while they live in slow mo Really I'm tryna be a mogul like I'm Master P with this shit Knowledge and Kindness is Key It's triple K in this bitch, nigga Progress moving slowing But it’s moving nonetheless And I been moving on the low I just thought I’d let you know nigga I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare Progress moving slowing But it’s moving nonetheless And I been moving on the low I just thought I’d let you know nigga I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm putting on for the Midwest Indy specifically Tryna make enough money so i can jigg out in Italy Then go ghost cause I don't fuck with niggas that's in the industry Picky bout who I fuck with that's why I got my virginity still But most of these niggas pussy and I know they gone squeal When I get in the game they running like a fire drill Me and my niggas we Mobb Deep And it's still Survival of the Fittest, raw backwards so be prepared for heat If you can't stand the heat then get the fuck up out the kitchen Shoutout to Based God I know his cooking probably delicious Don't claim to be a snack if you on't know the definition Y’all look like leftover food left on dirty dishes Now listen I don't really mean to be rude But y’all bitches make me sick like I'm down with the stomach flu And y’all talk a lot of shit but be mimicking statues Bitch I thought you was unbothered Why you bothered What I do huh? I killed ya mood huh? I made ya blue huh? I got you nervous, got you shaking in yo boots huh? They want the proof they don’t believe I'm killing in the booth I stay lowkey I don't speak much when I'm in interviews I'm getting paid just to talk to these niggas like I'm Wendy He believe the hype I told yo nigga come and film me, reel me Real niggas feel me Bitches can’t get near me so they’d rather hate and fear me Progress moving slowing But it’s moving nonetheless And I been moving on the low I just thought I’d let you know nigga I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare Progress moving slowing But it’s moving nonetheless And I been moving on the low I just thought I’d let you know nigga I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare I'm the tortoise and you the hare The tortoise only makes progress when its neck sticks out That’s just a lil token of gold if you ain’t know it tho, word to soul Illuminati want my mind, soul and my body Word to my nigga Prodigy I know my niggas proud of me Even tho I'm doing bad Bouta put a cape around these hoes because they super mad Big Ken leading the pack They salty cause my back to em They say they getting big bills while I really sit and thumb thru em

I'm off the red pill Or the blue pill Pop a Advil Time don't stand still no, no But I wish it did Cause all of my friends They either dead Or they all gone gone I'm off the red pill Or the blue pill Pop a Advil Time don't stand still no, no But I wish it did Cause all of my friends They either dead Or they all gone gone I'm Under Pressure like Logic I'm a diamond still in the rough They say pressure makes diamonds so I'm optimistic as fuck If I have to have depression imma make it look sexy Maybe one day I can truly be happy Swear life can come at you quick Feel like I'm carrying bricks So I'm just getting stoned and zoned to level and balance it I'm blessed but it's challenging I'm stressed but I'm talented I know that I'm better than The woman staring back at me when I bring myself to look in the mirror She tell me to do better and I hear her I hear her loud and clear and yes I love her near and dear But see my biggest fear is that I’ll never be the person That I want us both to be My mind lost in custody Unluckily, uncomfortably Let no one get close to me Depression loves my company Misery loves company so suddenly you see So suddenly you see why I'm off the red pill Or the blue pill Pop a Advil Time don't stand still no, no But I wish it did Cause all of my friends They either dead Or they all gone gone I'm off the red pill Or the blue pill Pop a Advil Time don't stand still no, no But I wish it did Cause all of my friends They either dead Or they all gone gone I'm tryna make a dollar out of 47 cents Smoking on that ganja so that it can make more sense I use to repent And go to church cause I was scared But when I went with my questions none of my answers were there They told me not to question God but shit I question myself Because believing in God means to believe in yourself Because Jesus wasn't a Christian and Buddha wasn't a Buddhist But they searched within themselves then proceeded to start a movement So I'll rise like ascension I'm on a mission To be at peace and fill my soul and become an optician For my third eye I can't buy Into the gimmicks Tryna beat against my time and turn my seconds to minutes Because I'm way far from finished They told me to just keep swimming Like I am in the Olympics So if I want it I get it And if I need it I have it Crazy I use to be timid But now my soul is replenished and now my works are prolific Celebrate me on Christmas and celebrate when I die Po' some Henny in the Earth and write my name in the sky But don't say bye because you'll see me again Born again Free of my sins A higher being Green for ten Cause I'm off All types of shit I get lit And it's saddening But I can't Stop helping it I'm struggling I'm still running That's why I'm off the red pill Or the blue pill Pop a Advil Time don't stand still no, no But I wish it did Cause all of my friends They either dead Or they all gone gone I'm off the red pill Or the blue pill Pop a Advil Time don't stand still no, no But I wish it did Cause all of my friends They either dead Or they all gone gone I'm off the red pill Or the blue pill Pop a Advil Time don't stand still no, no But I wish it did Cause all of my friends They either dead Or they all gone gone I'm off the red pill Or the blue pill Pop a Advil Time don't stand still no, no But I wish it did Cause all of my friends They either dead Or they all gone gone I'm off the red pill Or the blue pill Pop a Advil Time don't stand still no, no But I wish it did Cause all of my friends They either dead Or they all gone gone I'm off the red pill Or the blue pill Pop a Advil Time don't stand still no, no But I wish it did Cause all of my friends They either dead Or they all gone gone Cause I'm off All types of shit I get lit And it's saddening But I can't Stop helping it I'm struggling I'm still running That's why

I been on the road I been on the go I been doing shows And I know I can’t question God because I was chosen Frozen This time do not I know I can’t stop Imma stay down till I come up Till I say I reached the top I been on the road I been on the go I been doing shows And I know I can’t question God because I was chosen Frozen This time do not I know I can’t stop Imma stay down till I come up Till I say I reached the top A whole lifestyle like coming to America Is how I pictured my (Uh) life to be A life that was made where I'm already paid It not only sound easy but nice to me A price to me I looked at but knew off the rip I just couldn’t afford But God gave me talent plus the gift to balance I knew I just couldn’t ignore it So here I am holding the hand I was dealt I compete for a seat at the table Spilling my heart and these truths in this booth But this mic talking back is not able Stable, Is how I want me and my family and my team to be Don’t need the riches but wanna go get it So me and my people can eat I wanted it made but F a handout I go get and it on my own or I go without Cause if it wasn’t for me Come out the side of ya neck I guarantee you onna hood you getting shut down I remember being low but I'm up now Ain’t at the top just yet but I still smile I still stand 10 toes never hold a frown Cause I know God got my back and it’s what now Praying the touchdowns Free all my dawgs till it’s backwards It’s still fuck 12 cause they crackers A lotta these rappers is actors they slackers Just wait till this thing mastered Speak on what matters I speak how I feel This music my life so I'm keeping it real Don't rap for the flex I rap so I can heal But I pray that it pay independent no deal They be tryna Steal my joy then block my shine Say they fans but pray on my demise Ain’t shaking hands I'm snatching back what’s mine I can’t beef with you I'm beefing with the time I got too much to lose and too much to accomplish In so little time I'm running outta options Don’t know where I'm going, these thoughts overflowing But the one thing I'm knowing is that there’s no stopping I wanna get my mama out the hood And I just wanna keep my Lil brother out the streets And I just wanna graduate from college just to prove it to my mama And I know my Lil cousin looking up to me But I just wanna make this music dawg Lord knows I don’t wanna lose it dawg I feel like I'm losing I'm tired I'm muted Cause failure my fear but Lord knows that I'm human I been on the road I been on the go I been doing shows And I know I can’t question God because I was chosen Frozen This time do not I know I can’t stop Imma stay down till I come up Till I say I reached the top I been on the road I been on the go I been doing shows And I know I can’t question God because I was chosen Frozen This time do not I know I can’t stop Imma stay down till I come up Till I say I reached the top I just wanna dedicate this To everyone who feel like their life is just as hectic as their thoughts They don’t know where to go And don’t know what to do Cause they feel like they're just out here living lost But there’s beauty in that Everything isn't meant to make sense at every second along our journey We just gotta trust the process And keep our focus on where we going And more importantly Keep our sight on God K